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I'm Okay

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I'm falling again
I'm crying when I'm alone
My questions out way my answers
Maybe it would be better if I wasn't here
I'm awkward
I'm weird
The last resort
I'm hollow
I'm depressed
My mind is out of sync
My thoughts
My conclusions
They're different
And there's nothing wrong with that
But I'm not right
My heart is shattered
And my scars are on the inside
All I feel is pain these days
I hate myself and I'll say it
These words are a confession
God I'm so bad at spelling
My emotions are here
You won't see them on my face
I keep them hidden away
I want to scream and cry
But I can't let anyone hear
I'm drowning in myself
In the darkness I've found
I don't know why I bother anymore
Trying to talk to friends
I'm an outcast
They just deal with me
I'm a waste of space
There are others out there
Who deserve what I've got
I don't deserve anything
I'm just depressed
Trust me I know
I won't seek help
Because why bother
Don't worry about me dying
I'm to caring to try
I hate to see others crying
And I would hate to see them cry over me
This idiot who's typing everyting out
Staring at the computer screen
Rarely does it help to write
Just makes me feel hollow
Music can take away the pain
Or just make it worse
I've got a song stuck in my head
Really just one verse
It's really oh so fitting to what I'm feeling
It understands me so
Because it's what I say when I'm really not alright
I always lie about emotions
Little white lies that aren't so little
Devowering me whole because
I'm okay, trust me
Is burned on to my soul
Trust me
© 2015 - 2024 Rainstorm1000
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